I’m Coping, So Why Don’t I Feel Okay?
You get up.
You go to work.
You answer the messages, deal with the things that need dealing with, make dinner, remember the appointments and keep everything moving.
If someone asks how you are, you probably say:
"I'm fine."
And, technically, perhaps you are.
You're coping.
So why don't you actually feel okay?
Coping and being okay aren't necessarily the same thing
We often judge how we're doing by whether we're still functioning.
If we're getting out of bed, going to work, looking after our families and managing our responsibilities, we assume we must be okay.
But human beings can be remarkably good at carrying on.
You can function while feeling exhausted.
You can smile while feeling overwhelmed.
You can support everyone else while quietly struggling yourself.
You can appear completely capable to the people around you while privately wondering why everything seems to require so much effort.
Sometimes we become so focused on getting through the day that we don't notice how much it's costing us.
"But nothing is actually wrong"
This can be one of the most confusing parts.
Perhaps there hasn't been a major crisis.
There's no single event you can point to and say, "That's why I feel like this."
Life might even look pretty good from the outside.
And that can make it difficult to give yourself permission to acknowledge that you're struggling.
You might tell yourself:
"Other people have much bigger problems."
"I've got nothing to complain about."
"I just need to pull myself together."
"I'm probably just tired."
But how you feel doesn't need to be justified by having something dramatic happen.
Sometimes it's not one big thing.
It's a hundred smaller things that have gradually accumulated.
When the load builds quietly
Think about everything your mind might be carrying.
Work.
Money.
Relationships.
Family responsibilities.
Deadlines.
Health worries.
Decisions.
Other people's problems.
Things you haven't dealt with yet.
Things you're trying not to think about.
Things you can't change.
And the constant mental list of things you still need to do.
Individually, each one might feel manageable.
Together, they can become exhausting.
The difficulty is that we don't always notice the load increasing.
We simply adjust.
We try a little harder.
Sleep a little less.
Become a little more irritable.
Stop doing some of the things we enjoy because we don't have the energy.
Tell ourselves we'll slow down when things settle.
And carry on.
Your warning signs might not look dramatic
Struggling emotionally doesn't always mean being unable to get out of bed or bursting into tears.
Sometimes the signs are much quieter.
You might notice you're becoming irritated by things that wouldn't normally bother you.
Perhaps you're worrying more or replaying conversations in your head.
You might be struggling to switch off at night, even though you're exhausted.
You may find yourself withdrawing from people or turning down invitations because you simply can't face them.
Things you used to enjoy might feel like effort.
Perhaps you're losing concentration, procrastinating more or finding simple decisions strangely difficult.
Or maybe you just have a persistent feeling that you're not quite yourself.
None of these things necessarily means something is seriously wrong.
But they can be your mind and body telling you that something needs attention.
"I'll deal with it when things calm down"
This is a very easy promise to make.
After this deadline.
After the weekend.
After Christmas.
After this project finishes.
When work gets quieter.
When everyone else is sorted.
Then you'll look after yourself.
The problem is that life doesn't always provide the convenient quiet period we're waiting for.
Something else comes along.
And because you're still managing, there's no obvious reason to stop.
So you continue operating on increasingly depleted batteries.
Until coping starts to become survival.
Sometimes being capable can work against you
People who are used to being dependable can find it particularly difficult to recognise when they need support.
If you're normally the person who sorts things out, takes responsibility or looks after everyone else, saying "Actually, I'm struggling" can feel uncomfortable.
Perhaps even selfish.
People around you may not notice either.
They see the version of you who continues to turn up and get things done.
They don't necessarily see the overthinking at two in the morning.
The exhaustion when you close the front door.
The Sunday evening dread.
The effort it takes to appear fine.
When you've spent a long time being the person who copes, it can become part of how you see yourself.
Which can make admitting that things feel difficult surprisingly hard.
What do I actually need?
Sometimes we become so accustomed to asking what everyone else needs that we stop asking the same question of ourselves.
So perhaps it's worth considering:
What do I need at the moment?
Not what should you need.
Not what somebody else thinks you need.
What do you need?
More rest?
Less pressure?
Some boundaries?
Help with something you've been carrying alone?
A conversation you've been avoiding?
Time to work out why you're feeling the way you do?
You don't necessarily need to know the answer straight away.
Sometimes simply asking the question is a beginning.
You don't have to wait until you can't cope
There's a common idea that counselling is something you turn to when everything has fallen apart.
It doesn't have to be.
You don't need to be in crisis.
You don't need a diagnosis.
And you don't need to arrive knowing exactly what's wrong or what you want to talk about.
Sometimes people come to counselling because they're tired of feeling tired.
Because they're worrying more than they used to.
Because they've lost confidence.
Because they're overwhelmed.
Because something has changed and they don't quite know how they feel about it.
Or simply because:
"I'm coping, but I don't feel like myself anymore."
That's enough of a place to start.
Giving yourself somewhere to put things down
Counselling isn't about somebody telling you how to live your life.
It can provide something that can be surprisingly difficult to find in everyday life: a space that's yours.
A place where you don't need to look after anybody else.
You don't need to pretend you're fine.
You don't have to worry about burdening someone.
And you don't have to have everything worked out before you arrive.
Sometimes talking things through can help you understand what you've been carrying, recognise patterns that have developed and begin to work out what you might need to change.
Because coping is important.
It gets us through difficult days.
But life shouldn't always have to feel like something you're simply getting through.
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You don't have to wait until you've stopped coping before asking for support.
Sometimes "I don't feel quite right" is enough of a reason to start a conversation.
Why Can't I Switch Off? Understanding Overthinking and Mental Exhaustion
Do you find yourself replaying conversations in your mind, worrying about tomorrow's tasks, or lying awake at night unable to stop your thoughts from racing? If so, you're not alone.
Many people describe feeling physically exhausted but mentally unable to switch off. Their mind seems to be in constant motion, analysing, planning, worrying, and trying to stay one step ahead of potential problems. Over time, this can become incredibly draining.
What Is Overthinking?
Overthinking is the tendency to spend excessive amounts of time analysing situations, worrying about the future, or dwelling on past events. While reflection and problem-solving can be helpful, overthinking often becomes repetitive and unproductive.
You may recognise some of these experiences:
Replaying conversations and wondering whether you said the wrong thing
Constantly thinking about work, even outside of working hours
Finding it difficult to make decisions because you are considering every possible outcome
Imagining worst-case scenarios
Feeling responsible for solving everyone's problems
Struggling to relax, even when you have time to rest
For many people, overthinking becomes so familiar that they begin to believe they are simply "wired this way."
Why Do We Overthink?
There are many reasons why people overthink. Often, it develops as an attempt to stay safe, avoid mistakes, or remain in control.
Some common factors include:
High Levels of Responsibility
Professionals, parents, carers, and those in leadership positions often carry significant responsibilities. Being relied upon by others can create a constant sense of pressure and make it difficult to mentally switch off.
Anxiety and Uncertainty
When life feels uncertain, the mind naturally looks for answers and reassurance. Unfortunately, overthinking rarely provides certainty. Instead, it can increase worry and leave us feeling even more overwhelmed.
Perfectionism
People who set very high standards for themselves often spend considerable time reviewing decisions, questioning themselves, and worrying about getting things wrong.
Stress and Burnout
Prolonged stress can keep the brain in a heightened state of alertness. When we have been under pressure for a long time, our mind can struggle to recognise that it is safe to relax.
Why Am I So Tired?
Many people who overthink feel exhausted and wonder why they have so little energy despite sleeping or taking time off.
The answer is that thinking requires energy. When your mind is constantly busy, your brain is working hard.
Overthinking can lead to:
Difficulty falling asleep
Frequent waking during the night
Muscle tension and headaches
Difficulty concentrating
Feeling emotionally drained
Irritability and low mood
A sense of being overwhelmed by everyday tasks
Mental exhaustion can sometimes feel every bit as debilitating as physical exhaustion.
The Vicious Cycle of Overthinking
Overthinking often becomes a self-perpetuating cycle:
Stress or worry → Increased thinking and analysing → Difficulty relaxing → Mental exhaustion → Reduced coping ability → More stress and worry
The more exhausted we become, the harder it can be to think clearly and manage our emotions. This can lead to even more worrying and mental activity.
Learning to Switch Off
Although it may not feel like it, it is possible to break the cycle.
Some helpful starting points include:
Notice Your Thinking Patterns
Simply becoming aware of when you are overthinking can be an important first step.
Create Boundaries Around Work
Try to establish clear times when you stop checking emails or thinking about work-related tasks.
Allow Yourself to Pause
Many people feel guilty for resting. However, rest is not laziness; it is essential for emotional and physical wellbeing.
Focus on What You Can Control
Overthinking often centres on things outside of our control. Bringing attention back to what we can influence can help reduce feelings of overwhelm.
Be Compassionate With Yourself
People who overthink are often highly conscientious and care deeply about others. Learning to treat yourself with the same kindness you show other people can make a significant difference.
You Don't Have to Carry It All Alone
Many people spend months or even years trying to manage stress, anxiety, and overthinking by themselves. They continue to function, go to work, care for others, and keep everything going, but internally they feel exhausted and overwhelmed.
Counselling can provide a safe and confidential space to explore what is contributing to these patterns, gain a better understanding of yourself, and develop healthier ways of coping. Sometimes, simply having the opportunity to talk openly and feel heard can be the beginning of meaningful change.
If you're feeling stressed, overwhelmed, anxious, or mentally exhausted, you don't have to manage it alone. I provide confidential online and telephone counselling for adults across the UK and offer a free 15-minute introductory call to discuss how counselling may be able to help.
Richard McQuirke
McQuirke Counselling
📞 07401 194372
✉️ rmcq@hotmail.com
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